I haven’t written in a while. But I felt like I had to today, right now.
I am exhausted. I am truly truly exhausted. That’s it. It feels like I have to talk to someone but I don’t really have anyone to talk to. I am going through a challenge that I’m having a hard time figuring out. It makes me feel a little bit like a fraud because here I am, running a blog whose entire contents is about giving people ways to heal themselves when I, myself, cannot heal myself in this space.
I have lost my peace. And I don’t know how to get it back. Or rather, I do know, but I don’t have that strong sense of clarity quite yet. I believe that I am currently experiencing the pre-destination from an absolute moment.
The point of posts like this is to showcase myself as human. I read blog posts and watch YouTube videos and I see Instagram posts and it feels like everyone is trying to parade themselves as superhuman. They have figured out how healing works, and how lessons work, and how to do this and that, and that made or makes it difficult to truly connect.
I am exhausted and I don’t know what to do. So bare with me during this blogless period. This bitch is undergoing internal radical changes.