Be willing to not know who you are so you can find out-Lao Tzu
I feel tired, very exhausted, passionless and bored. I think this is what is called resistance. I am trying really hard not to judge myself because I know that this is natural. I think this is stemming from me working an IT job that I am increasingly coming to hate. I really really don’t like advert. Getting another possible job opportunity that involved creative writing really stirred something up in me. But I am confused as to either manifesting it or letting it come to me naturally. What if I get the job and I hate the work environment?
My first solution is to go on a fast. I can drink non sugared, non caffeinated, zero calories green tea or just tea, and water. Then I’d break by 6/7, depending on the time I get home. I need to learn discipline so I’m going to have to start from one area of my life. I think I just want to clear all the stale energy in me and just leave room for me and my energy. I’ve been trying to stay off social media a lot lately. That doesn’t always work because I have days when I spend hours just randomly scrolling. So maybe I’d add that to the list too.
Steps To Be With Self:
2. Mini social media detox.
If I remove all the excess, perhaps I might feel myself more and be able to tune in to that inner voice.